Life goes on…. only better! :)

Its finally OVER!

The wedding i mean.. not the marriage..

It was absolutely so perfect. The crowd, the music, the decor, the gowns, the make up, the hair, ….. everything was just how i imagined it to be… no better! ( I imagined many horror boo boo’s).

Now that everything is behind me, i felt this serene sense of peace, and belonging. A big portion of my life was successfully completed. Went through my baby days, childhood days, eventful teenage days, tons of courtship days, many flings, few relationships, and most of all, succeeded in conning a loving and responsible guy to marry  me. Heheheheheheh…

Looking back on 2008, everyone has those list of good stuff, bad stuf, etc etc. I tried to have that, but somehow I go blank… do not know what to write, as what i wanted to write, was in most ppl’s blogs! Seriously.. are we all facing the same realization?

1) Many mentioned to be close to family especially parents! Wow, are there so many ppl around my age that has this gap they would like to close? Or is it just them writing for the sake of showing off that they are working on their relationship with their folk? On my own plate, I have a sucky relationship with my parents. Period. Them being divorced, i see each of them less than 10 – 15 times a year i guess.. about once a month or so. So im serious when i declare i need to work harder here…

2) Many of them too mentioned they have been betrayed by friends, learned about some back stabbing incidents, etc etc. Again, im dazed… are they living my life? Or again, is everyone around my age being betrayed, or going around doing it without realizing? Its impossible that all of us are just betrayed… then who are those doing it? Strange eh… but here, again on my own plate, i can genuinely say that i do experienced major dissapointments from friends, well so called friends who back stabbed, plotted together to put me down, spread lies, made used of me and ditch me at crucial moments, yada yada yada. Short of murdering me, they caused pain and sleepless nights. But now… what can I do? Yes, its best to forgive and forget… thats why my life’s way better..

3) Then, the one thing im glad everyones blog has is to recap how much joy and fun they had in 2008! that truly puts a smile on my face, knowing that everyone realizes its not all bad. I myself had a blast in 2008. Too many to mentioned, but most obvious would be us buying a new house, moving into the new house, starting our lives together, getting married, best countdown ever in my life and most importantly, many more years of happiness to look forward to, all expected to be way better than 2008

On with 2009…..

Now… whats next? Life goes on? Yes… it does… it has to.. But.. only better… way better!

Being married actually has no significant impact to my life.. or who I am. Can say that for Kevin as well. But one very big change is the commitment we have to each other… to make this work. I cant freak out, run and hide (or jump ships) anymore…. thats a fact I have to accept. Well, can vouch for how well I would perform in this 2nd stage of my life, but I can promise that I would try hard to make things work.

FOr those married gals out there, am sure you know exactly what im trying to say. hehehehe..

Would like to share some long pending pictures, curtesy of John Ishii and Jen Siow.

I call this Pre Wedding with a Twist!